I’ve had the most delightfully unproductive day.

I’ve spent it mostly in the company of sweet Maryjane who is a pleasant long-term acquaintance of mine; though recently less so.

She’s back in my life. She was missed.

I haven’t spent a day like this in quite a while. It’s been good for the mind and even better for the soul, if only I had one.

I got so much accomplished yesterday that today could be wasted; as wasted as me.

Happy days!

I’m still quite wrecked. I’m still quite high. I’m might even get higher.

I received a rather significant rejection today, on one of my non-hippy related projects. Hey ho. It’s time to abandon ship on that particular endeavour, but it is time to set sail on something completely new. I’m going to start something else.

Well, start is a misnomer; I’m going to return to something I haven’t touched in a long time. I think I’m finally ready. If I’m not, then I’m stuffed because I’m running out of time and chances.

Is it any wonder why I’m smoking myself into oblivion today? Wouldn’t you too, if you could? Wouldn’t anyone? Wouldn’t everyone?

Wouldn’t you?

It’s not really the rejection that’s got me down; I saw it coming. Somewhere along the line I miscalculated whole thing and now I can’t be bothered to try to rescue it. I’d rather just move forward with something else.

I don’t even know if I could salvage it, even if I wanted to and since I don’t, I think that’s it. I’ve just got to mop up a few loose ends and mix a few more metaphors and I’m done.

I’m boring the shit out of you now. You don’t care about any of this. I can hardly muster much interest in it myself.

I’m going to roll another thing; you should just go about your business and move along. There’s nothing to see here.